© Ayo Omolayo
I looked at her with anger. This girl was the reason for all the pain I had to suffer. I felt so irritated by her presence and bitter.
I walked up to her and gave her a slap across her face.
She groaned and gave me a questioning stare.
“You dog! You think I didn’t see you! You’re nothing but a liar! You are not only a dog, but an expert. You did it very well! Weldone! You and the rich guy! That worthless boy!” I said on top of my voice.
“What are you talking about?” She asked.
“What am I talking about?” I repeated and slapped her again.
“Ask me that foolish question and I will slap you again”.
She burst into tears and held her cheek.
I wanted to feel sorry for her, but the pains in my legs will not allow me. She deserved what she was getting. This was all her fault. I suffered humiliation and pain because of her. She must have her own share of it too.
“Juliet! I’m so sorry I had let you down. I was in class that morning when those girls were dancing seductively. I can’t explain what happened to me but I started feeling so high. I felt like I was on fire and needed a guy to help me put out the fire.
My body was so hungry and it refused to allow me focus on anything apart from immorality. All what they were teaching throughout in school today was not entering my head. I was on fire. I couldn’t concentrate on anything apart from being with a guy.
As soon as the closing bells were rang. I had to look for Dude. I just needed to put out the flames that had been burning since morning.
Nothing happened between the two of us actually. It was only foreplay. We had no intentions of taking it any further. Still I felt guilty. I felt worthless and priceless. I felt like I was a cheap commodity.
I was still in the act when two guys came and told us to evacuate the scene. That was the reason why you couldn’t find us when you came back with the teacher.
I’m so sorry we put you through all the punishment and everything. Please find a place in your heart to forgive me. I beg you”, she said admist tears.
I looked at her with disgust.
“Fejiro! I’m ashamed to stand before you! You are stinking! You are smelling like a pig! Where is your fear of God? You are just rubbishing the name of Jesus in the hands of those playboys.
Haa! What happened to your fear of God? You boldly kissed a guy and allowed him fondle with all parts of your body. The Holy Ghost must have been saying stop it. But you silenced him. You treated him like he was a nobody. You treated the Holy Ghost like whatever he had to say does not matter.
He tried to warn you. He tried to stop you. Have you read in your Bible that you should not grieve the Holy Spirit? But you have caused him so much grief. You have caused him so much pain.
Infact talking to you is irritating me. How can you claim you are a child of God but you do the things the unbelievers do? What’s the meaning of being born again when all you have to do is use your temple of the Holy Ghost to entertain harlots?
You are dirty! Filthy! You are not worthy to be called a child of God! You are a disgrace!”
She fell on her knees and began to cry. But I wasn’t moved by her tears. I was more willing to hurt her with my words.
But why was I feeling there was something wrong with what I was saying to her? I don’t understand myself. God must be saying something to me right now, but I don’t understand. He had abandoned me. I cannot hear his voice clearly.
“I just did something that git me into serious trouble with the school. I was punished but ran away. If I show my face here, I’ll be in soup. In other words, today is my last day in Broadway academy.
After today, I’ll have no business with you anymore. Infact, our friendship is already over. Go and make friends with those sons of Belial!”
She wept the more and held my feet.
“Please Juliet! Don’t leave me! I beg you. I’m afraid I might not be able to last longer. I was able to control myself from giving Dude my virginity, my pride! I don’t know if I would be able to survive a second time.
The fire was just too unbearable. I couldn’t resist the urge. Each time I resisted him, it was you that kept flashing on my mind. Please! Don’t leave me”.
She looked up at me with those pleading eyes. My heart melted at the sight of her despair, but I hardened my heart. I wanted her to feel enough pain and my words were achieving that.
“You irritate me Fejiro! Get your hands off me!” I said and jerked my leg off her grip.
“If you want to sell your destiny to Mr Dude, go ahead and sell it. That’s none of my business! Your parents sent you to school and instead of focussing on what they sent you to school to go and do, you’re busy putting out fire! You’re a fool!
You cannot imagine how the Holy Ghost was weeping while you dishonored his temple. Allowing that demonic boy caress your body with those filthy hands of his. You can’t imagine the angels crying, as you disgraced heaven with your immoral act.
Tomorrow, you’ll be in church for choir rehearsal. To sing with that filthy mouth you have used to kiss demons into your spirit. And as you’re singing, you’ll be releasing demons into the innocent congregation listening to you.
God needs to kill people like you fast so you don’t spread the virus you’re carrying to innocent people. You are a threat to me personally because, I don’t know the legions of demons that are now residing in you. As I’m even talking to you I’m afraid. So that you don’t infest me with your immoral spirit”.
Something told me I was going too far. But I wasn’t ready to stop anytime soon. I was ready to give her a piece of my mind.
“Can God still forgive me? Please tell God to forgive me! I’ll never try it again in my life. I swear to God who made me! This is the last time I would ever kiss a guy”, she said admist tears.
I looked at her and shook my head in pity.
“The bible says in Hebrews 10:26. For if we sin wilfully after that we have received the knowledge of the truth, there remaineth no more sacrifice for sins,
Verse 27. But a certain fearful looking for of judgment and fiery indignation, which shall devour the adversaries.
Verse 28. He that despised Moses’ law died without mercy under two or three witnesses:
Verse 29. Of how much sorer punishment, suppose ye, shall he be thought worthy, who hath trodden under foot the Son of God, and hath counted the blood of the covenant, wherewith he was sanctified, an unholy thing, and hath done despite unto the Spirit of grace?
Verse 30. For we know him that hath said, Vengeance belongeth unto me, I will recompense, saith the Lord. And again, The Lord shall judge his people.
Verse 31. It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God.
You already know the truth. You knew this was evil, yet went ahead to do it. There is no sacrifice left for you my sister. You did not fear God! You despised him and spat in his face.
Now get ready to face the consequences”, I said and walked away.
“But the bible says in Job 14:7. For there is hope of a tree, if it be cut down, that it will sprout again, and that the tender branch thereof will not cease.
Verse 8. Though the root thereof wax old in the earth, and the stock thereof die in the ground;
Verse 9. Yet through the scent of water it will bud, and bring forth boughs like a plant.
This scripture has been my only hope that I will survive this battle immorality is waging against my destiny. That though it seems like I have been cut down by porn and masturbation, I will surely overcome it.
Please, don’t tell me all that lies ahead of me is the judgment of God. I really love God. Sincerely I really do. But I don’t understand why my actions are entirely different from my love for him? I love him, but I find myself hurting him. Sincerely, deep within me, I love him. Please help me!” She said with those pleading eyes.
“You claim you love God but you don’t respect him. You dishonoured him publicly and made demons and the devil to laugh at him. And you are here busy saying you love him.
What kind of useless love is that?
“JULIET! I WILL ALLOW MY ANGELS TO SLAP YOU IF YOU CANNOT RESTORE THIS SOUL TO ME. WHAT KIND OF GOSPEL ARE YOU PREACHING? A GOSPEL THAT CANNOT OFFER HOPE TO THE HOPELESS, BUT TEARS DOWN THE LITTLE HOPE THEY HAVE.
ARE YOU BETTER THAN HER? WEREN’T YOU ALSO LUSTING AFTER BOYS IN THE CLASS? YOU PRAYED TO ME AND I SHOWED UP FOR YOU. I STRENGTHEN YOU AND HELPED YOU OVERCOME LUST. WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE SUPER WOMAN OVER HERE?
HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS. WHOSOEVER WILL COME TO ME, I WILL NEVER SEND THE PERSON AWAY. NEVER! I MEAN NEVER!
AS LONG AS FEJIRO IS READY TO COME TO ME, MY ARMS ARE WIDE OPEN TO ACCEPT HER.
IF YOU DON’T WANT MY ANGEL TO SLAP THAT YOUR MOUTH, YOU BETTER GIVE HER THE TRUE GOSPEL”.
My eyes got blurred with tears.
“Daddy! Where have you been all these while? Why did you abandon me like that?”
There was no response.
“Daddy please! Don’t leave me! I beg you!”
Still no response.
I turned to Fejiro and found out she was rising to her feet.
“Fejiro! I want you to understand”,
“That I’m beyond God’s forgiveness! I get it now! God will never want to have anything to do with a mess like me. I get your point”, she said interrupting me.
I raised my eyebrows at her statement.
“No, I have goodnews for you. Infact, God just spoke to me right now”, I replied.
“Tell him that he should not border wasting his time on a useless girl like me, who does nothing but brings him shame on a daily basis”, she replied and started leaving.
I quickly ran after her and grabbed her hand.
“That’s not what God said! Infact, you won’t believe what he told me!” I said pulling her to listen.
She jerked her hand and turned to me with fierce eyes.
“Whatever he told you is none of my business. I have already told you to greet him for me. And stop holding my hand. I don’t want to infest you with the spirit of immorality I’m carrying.
Don’t stand too close to me. The demons I contacted from that boy may penetrate your soul as I’m talking to you!” She replied and walked away.
I ran after her and stood in front of her.
“Please; I’m sorry I said those terrible things! But at least here what God just told me before you leave!”
“Juliet! God spoke to you! And will never speak to a sinner like me. I get it! You’re the pure one. The one who doesn’t know what it looks like to masturbate or be addicted to porn. You have always been pure all your life.
Why won’t God always speak to you? Infact, you are a holy temple. He can always dwell inside you, because you have never been as dirty as me! Thank you for listening to God on my behalf.
But whatever he told you, I don’t want to hear it. Good day!” She said and walked passed me.
I grabbed her hand and got a slap in return.
“Jesus!” I shouted.
“Why are you behaving as if you’re possessed?” I said fuming in anger.
She turned to look at me.
“I want to save you and you are behaving like someone that is possessed by legions of demons”, I said rubbing my aching cheek.
“You that cannot save yourself, you want to save me? Happy saving dear super woman!” She turned and left.
I don’t know how to cry again. Somebody, please get me a bucket for my tears.
To be continued……….
Me sef I feel like crying! A hungry soul has just been lost! Only the mercy of God and the intercessory prayers of the brethren can bring this lost sheep back.
Juliet! See what you have done!
Many of us were privileged to be told secrets and people who were being eaten up by the secret things they held on to opened up to you.
What did you do? Instead of loving them and showing them the way to God. We blamed them so much that the little hope they still had in them was shattered.
Colossians 4:6 Let your speech be alway with grace, seasoned with salt, that ye may know how ye ought to answer every man.
What will happen to Juliet now?
What will happen to Fejiro?
Find out in the next episode
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INSPIRED BY THE BREAD OF LIFE
WRITTEN BY AYO OMOLAYO
YOUR BROTHER IN CHRIST 🙏
